If you're willing to chase me, I promise I'll run slow.

I find it hard to fall in love with others after loving you for so long. Why? I just can't assist myself anymore. What I need now is YOU. YOU! How I wish I could ask you, "how have you been?", "watcha doing now?", "are you missing somebody?" and etc. But I can't. Just can't. I even treat one of my friend like the substitute of you. I don't know why. I'm so sorry. This friend of mine, sms me today early morning around 7am and when my hand phone rings, I woke up and replied him straight away without delaying. As if I'm replying you honey during those days we were together! I miss you so much. I really miss you extremely much. The way friend treat me now is like how you treat me in those days. Slowly, all this will fall into places. I can't expect much from you anymore hun. Don't make me fed up and give up on you one day, my six packs sexy guy.