I think I can't please and beg you
anymore. Looks like it doesn't work. What I really want to tell you is I really
really love you. Although I make you disappointed for so many times, you still
be there for me and never complain. You are unlike other guys. You're so
precious to me. I am so sorry for what I have done to you all this while. I
really really sorry. I have learned from failure. I fall and need someone to
pick me up. Need you to be my side and guide me. You never fail me. You make me
smile all day and I cry over you and think of you every night before I go to
bed and sleep. I don't know what is true love till I met you. You are the one
who never fail to love me no matter how hard the situation is. You tried your
very best to take care of me BUT I always fail you.
We can't clap with one hand. We need two
hands to clap and there will be sound. So, you ask me to give you time and I
promise you I give you time and think. I wish I could get back to you and I
don't want anybody else BUT YOU! I don't dare
to put too much hope on this problem now because the more I hope, the more I
will get disappointed.
From last month, I have already feel there
is something wrong with our relationship. But I can't tell and can't figure out
what is the problem. I feel like discussing what is our problem that makes both
of us far apart but you seems to be busy with your exams. Therefore I shut my
mouth and every night waiting for your sms is like waiting for micracle!!! I
feel sad when you treat me like you don't care. So I do the same thing to you.
BUT NOW I
REGRETTED FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE TO YOU. BECAUSE I WANT YOU BACK.
We haven't go for our favourite pizza and haven't
give you your birthday present. I keep it for months and the very last time you
invite me out, I forgot to bring it. I am such an idiot. I have short term memory loss
and need you to be my leader. Too much things to tell you now. If there
is a chance I can get back with you, I will choose to share with you every single
thing and never fail you anymore. I am not a playgirl, easily fall in love with
someone. No one can melts my heart except you, bie.
Love,
Shuyee your hun. ♥
Shuyee your hun. ♥
Ps: My instinct tells me you have like someone else.