Be my boy once again.

Sometimes whenever I see you, my heart melts because you're too cute. Although the hatred still there and I feel like punching you to express how much I hate you when you hurt me the most.

Everytime you're by my side, you only can accompany me and I'll be happy when you do so. I don't need a present or whatsoever to make me happy. What I need is just your caring, your love, your sayang, your support and etc. So please take care of me, sayang me, and of course don't ever hurt and disappoints me. I don't wanna get hurt anymore. It feels really bad. Sucks!

Reminiscing the past moments with you is a sweet dream. But now, it's a nightmare. I'm worrying you all the time. You're so caring that let me sleep and don't wake me up because you see me have a nice sleep. Awww~~ I'm such a pig. 

You stole my heart away.

Why must you stole my heart away? I don't know because of your friends are not online that's why you come and chat with me or whatsoever. I don't care what's the reason behind it because I just wanna chat with you BUT NO ONE ELSE. You keep telling me you want to meet me. You even make me say that I admire you, like you AGAIN. LOL. You even give me a kiss. *heart melts* *faint* You even want more from me! You want a warm hug! Awww~~~ So sweet of you. You asked me how long have we not been seeing each other. I can tell you hun, we haven't see each other for more than 3 months. Of course you always tell me to keep my promise and you will keep yours. Don't worry. I'll promise you I'll keep my promise till you take my promise away from me.

Last night, I broke down again. I don't know why. I can't even answer myself why. Then what make me the worst was this flirty bitch which was the same batch as me for some program, she try to seduce you and I see you happily comment on what she posted on your wall till I post " I wonder what makes me no mood right now. I can't even answer myself. I can only cry alone and seek to God. </3 :'(" and you stop commenting. Well well. I don't want to think too much. So went out for supper with friends and that's it.

Where have you been?

Where have you been when I need you the most? Where have you been when I'm weak and need someone to cry and lean on? Where have you been when I'm sick and need you to remind me take care of myself by putting cloth on my forehead? Where have you been when I need you to pamper me? Where have you been when I need you to cheer me up when I'm down but not other people keep cheering me up? Where have you been when I wanna dream of someone in my dream? Where have you been..............???????

Do you know that the prettiest smile I have will ONLY exist when I'm with you?

It's because you're the one who paint my life with beautiful colours. I realised that after the day we aren't together anymore, my prettiest smile no longer appear on my face. The one people sees now, perhaps is just pretending. People always quote that "Smile Is The Prettiest Make Up" . I believe that. I really do.