♥ Happy or not being with each other, all depends
on how we both color our life ♥
Whenever I can't
sleep at night, I wanted to message you. BUT! Everytime when I pick up my hand phone,
the first thing will come to my mind is "Hey Shuyee! Don't disturb him.
He's sleeping. Tomorrow he got to wake up early to go to school." Sad
isn't? What to do? Hubby boy need to sleep. He's a pig. Kuat tidur la kononnya.
I don't message
you that often. Most of the time, you are the one who start messaging me. BUT! When I'm frustrate, sad, stress and
etc, I need you by my side. I don't dare to message you. WHY???? It's because I
don't want to disturb you. I messaged you and you don't reply me sometimes. It
hurts. Wait for your reply like nobody business. What about me? When you
message me, I'll straight away reply your message. When I late reply your
message, you'll call me. What is this man? C'mon. SAD! SAD! SAD! Sometimes I
wonder am I doing the right thing. Never mind. Ignore me. Haha.
Somehow, you've
become part of my life now. Without you, I'll feel lonely. Hand phone no longer
rings at times. You're the one that I adore because you're the perfect man to
me. You told me you scared when I say you're perfect. Just because your ex told
you you're perfect then she cheated on you and went off with other guy and this
make you feel scared whenever your baby girl says you're perfect? You scared
I'll do the same thing like what you ex did to you? Should I tell you I understand your feelings?
*thinking deeply*
I ask you whether
we should just break up instead of continuing our relationship and most of the
time, you will ask me why? Let me tell you bie. I feel like I'm a dummy to you.
Whenever you need me, you will find me. Where have you been when I need you the
most? When I cry to you, you will ask me to calm down, chill and try to pujuk
me. But tell you what. I always tell you I'm not okay and try to act sad
happy in front of you.
Alright peeps. No
mood continue writing. Lazy plus I'm hungry.
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